Yesterday I did this great visualization where I asked my intuition what I most needed to know about Becoming A Hero getting made. The answer I got was “Be courageous, just like Liv and Kenway. Go after the Liora diamond (Your movie getting made) even if you’re scared of the fire-breathing dragon of a gatekeeper (Hollywood) because in the end the dragon might not be as big as you think and it might even be a little bit scared of you.
I am learning to observe how personally I take the good and bad news about this film. But the real lesson is to just keep going, no matter what news you get. That’s the real key to success.
There’s a great quote from one of my heros, Ram Dass. He said, “Don’t take yourself so personally.” I loved that.
Today, I’m learning not to take good and bad news personally. I’m just going to keep going.
Love and cinemagic,
Denise
Today was a beautiful lesson in staying in the feeling place/the having place…Staying “at cause”.
Nearly every day now, we’re getting requests from big production companies and giant movie stars to see the script. A couple of days ago, I wrote how quickly I get attached to certain outcomes when things go really well…Well, all day today I stayed in the happy feel good place about it all. I stayed at “cause” and felt the beauty of it all unfolding around me. I didn’t really feel attached (maybe just a little).
The key is to let the good things happen while remembering it’s my vibration creating the good things, not the good things creating my vibration!
THANK YOU Universe for all the amazing good things happening!
Love and cinemagic,
Denise
God, making a movie can be a roller coaster!
Scratch that. Using the Law of Attraction, I’ve made myself experience an emotional roller coaster. One day I’m up because we get great news on an actor, production company, or agency. The next day, I’m down because I don’t hear back from someone.
What the hell is that about?
Using LOA, I’m supposed to focus on my imagined goal and stay there, not getting caught in the ups and downs of good and bad conditions…Well, that’s a lot easier than it sounds when you’re getting this amazing news. It’s so easy to get attached!
I’m recommitting today to just stay in the feeling place of having the movie made with me starring and Andrew directing. End of story.
How will it feel to be on set with our dream cast, me starring, and Andrew calling, “Action!”?
Divine. Like the heavens opened up and poured sunshine on me. Like I’m loved, adored, taken care of. Totally exciting and intimidating. Wanting to give the best performance of my life.
Okay, I’m buzzing now.
But, tomorrow if I manifest some great news, I’ll stay detached and hold my vision for the end result I want.
Love and Cinemagic,
Denise
My husband is my hero! Today, he bounced right back after the setback from two days ago and pulled out the most amazingly wonderful manifestations! Several more production companies are reading the script!
He’s getting the entire entertainment industry buzzing about this film. I see his courage and holding his vision and it inspires me.
This film is getting manifested out of pure love.
Today we thought of the vibration of “LOVE” and how following your dream, sharing it with others, giving to others fulfills our souls, not just our egos.
I feel like Becoming A Hero has a life of its own…a will of its own now.
I’m staying in the feeling place of it already completed. I’m feeling the bliss of it already being done. That’s my job…My only real job.
Love and cinemagic,
Denise
We got some news yesterday that didn’t make me feel very good. In the past, when things didn’t go my way with anything to do with my film career, I would get disillusioned and give up. Not this time. My new friend, Maria Mar, said something to me on the radio the other day that really made sense: “All Obstacles Are Arrows”.
I’m choosing to look at this obstacle as an arrow.
So, I’m choosing to see this obstacle is an arrow. There are so many wonderful things happening with our film. Big time production companies reading it. Big time actors. Working with The Make A Wish Foundation, etc. Oh, and the fact that we’re feeling it real! And we’re never going to give up really helps.
I’ve come up with a new vibrational game to play to lift my frequencies on this subject: It’s called the “What good can come from this?” game. I just list all the ways I think this might end up helping the film get made.
What good can come from this?
1. I’ve learned how committed I am. How far I’ve come. How mentally prepared I am.
2. I’m learning that I’m stronger than I thought.
3. It’s a great story for the blog to say we did have disappointments and we didn’t give up. We overcame them.
4. We’re learning who is a match to us and to our film.
5. We’re knowing how much faith we have that this film wants to get made and will get made, no matter what.
6. We get to have the fun revenge of saying, “Ha ha! We succeeded. You wish you would have made this film now, don’t you?”
Love and cinemagic,
Denise
So, apparently manifesting works.
We have so many big name stars and production companies reading the script right now, I can barely keep up with it all!!!
Thank you Angela.
Thank you, Sorcerer’s Code.
Thank you, Andrew!
Wow.
xo,
Denise
Well, there I go…Thinking I have all the answers, telling the Universe to deliver in one specific way(and thereby limiting it) and then, when I let go, the Universe surprises and delights me with something even better.
Just the other day I was saying we had to have Paul Rudd to play Arlin. Well, in my heart of hearts I had always hoped to work with James McAvoy.
His agent requested the script yesterday..
Maybe I’ll let the Universe decide who should play Arlin!
I love them both.
Universe, you pick the PERFECT Arlin. I’ll sit back, stay open, and enjoy the show!
I know in my heart that Paul Rudd is meant to be Arlin. How do I know?
Because I wrote the part for him!
(That should be good for his ego).
The entire time I was writing the script, he was the one playing Arlin.
How would it feel to have Paul Rudd say “yes” to being in our movie?
It would feel RIGHT!
Read the script, Paul. You’ll love it. Yes, you are very funny. Just ask Judd Apatow. I get that. But I see a powerful dramatic leading man in there too. Let him shine.
Well, I’m so thoroughly excited because there’s a legendary actress who may be reading the script to see if she wants to be in it. She’s a hero of mine. I am imagining it as a done deal. I’ll keep you all updated!
I am now vividly imagining hearing the great news about my agents wanting to make the movie. What are ten emotions I would feel if they said, “It’s a go. It’s a greenlight.”
1. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
2. Relief!
3. Like weeping with gratitude.
4. Pride.
5. Excitement.
6. Surreal
7. Blessed
8. Glee
9. Bliss
10. Validation